another week has passed.. another week closer to the o levels. let's see what i've done this week.. hmmm.monday i chionged my subjects till i got a headache! haha,then over the week it's been diminishing.. i guess i don't really have the momentum yet.my physcis tests aren't doing the best that i can,there's always one or two mistakes here and there.. i wonder if there's really enough time till the o levels,or maybe i'm just not serious enough.i really don't know.. and right now i'm still watching bleach, doustche! why is my resolve so weak!

today steffie,cinyi and i went to buy the materials and cake for the teacher's day celebration.. i hope everything turns out alright.i've tasked almost everything to steffie,hope she can handle all the work and her studies as well.. i'm tired.. i'm tired doing everything myself.. i've been doing so much as a team captain,but its just too hard doing it all alone.. ... ... i just wanna rest..

my fish tank's not doing well either. my fish have just been dying one by one.. i've lost two of my most beloved rainbowfish.. i don't know why either,my black neons, neon tetras, and rummy-nose tetras have all been dying non-stop. at this rate,i won't dare take my fish from hyukkee.. looks like i've to start afresh and realise once again the first love i had for fish rearing,instead of just jumping in everything so soon.. that's what probably resulted in this drastic condition of my fish today. there's just so many things on my mind now..

stressed joel saying bye.